About Us

I found this from tumblr and I will answer it!

1. Where did you meet your boyfriend?
2. Favorite picture of your boyfriend
3. Favorite picture of you and your boyfriend
4. 5 facts about your boyfriend
5. Make a list of the things you like about your boyfriend.
6. What did you two do the last time you hung out?
7. What was the last movie you last saw together?
8. What do you guys do often?
9. Give your definition of love.
10. Write a letter to your boyfriend

Answer!

1. Where did you meet your boyfriend?
Actually we meet on cyber world, firstly seeing him on Yahoo Answers site. After have a nice relation we decide to meet on Semarang on June 2009
2. Favorite picture of your boyfriend
 Lotta picture from my boyfriend. But this one is my favorite. I love all of picture from my boyfriend.

3. Favorite picture of you and your boyfriend

4. 5 facts about your boyfriend
Smart, Kind, Helpful, Lovely, Funny
5. Make a list of the things you like about your boyfriend.
He is very kind. His touch, his funny smile, his amazing  voices, his cute laugh, his soft kiss, his hands, his finger, his arm, his back, he is my everything. :)
6. What did you two do the last time you hung out?
We just spend all day together only! Shared things and hug :)
7. What was the last movie you last saw together?
Harry Potter 7
8. What do you guys do often?
Now we like to video call everyday
9. Give your definition of love.
Love is sacrifice, Love is seeing someone you love to be happy. Love doesn't hurt. Love is like butterfly inside your tummy. Love is everything that makes you smile everyday. Love is the reason you fight for everything. Love is everything you want. Lotta words can explain love. Love is something you give and you feel.
10. Write a letter to your boyfriend

Dearest my hun bun

I just want to say thanks for everything that you give to me. I love you so much. I love you and I want you to be a part of my life forever. Please stay and don't go again. I've lost you once and I don't want to lose you anymore. You and me have a to fight for our future. We can do this together. I want to be your wife and your mother of your children. Please stay and fight. I love you so much..

My love just for you
xoxo
D.H

Together till the end :)

Love is you.

Aku ingat :

Aku ingat cara dia makan yang pasti selalu sisa.
Aku ingat dia yang selalu pesan es teh manis.
Aku ingat dia yang suka banget nescafe kaleng.
Aku ingat dia yang selalu mengatur rambutnya yang depan.
Aku ingat cara dia merokok, yang hanya ia nyalakan lalu ia biarkan sampai mau habis.
Aku ingat tangannya yang bagus dan lurus.
Aku ingat badannya bidang.
Aku ingat hidungnya yang besar dan mancung.
Aku ingat caranya dia memainkan gitarnya dan memandang diriku.
Aku ingat ketawanya yang lucu. Bukan, bukan seperti squidward, tapi seperti anak kecil umur 4 th.
Aku ingat caranya menyanyi dan suara nyanyiannya.
Aku ingat semuanya, aku kangen kamu.

Aku suka :

Aku suka saat dia mulai menceritakan mimpi-mimpinya.
Aku suka saat dia mulai menasehatiku soal kehidupan.
Aku suka saat dia menghiburku saat aku ngambek. :)
Aku suka saat-saat mesraku bersamanya.
Aku suka saat dia menceritakan keluarganya.
Aku sebenernya juga suka saat dia menceritakan mantan2nya, membuatku merasa nomer satu diantara lainnya. ^.^v
Aku suka suara ketawanya.
Aku suka saat dia mengatakan bahwa dia mencintaiku disaat kami mulai mengakhiri pembicaraan di telephone.
Aku suka caranya membuatku kembali bersemangat.
Aku suka caranya menemaniku dalam kesepian.
Aku suka cara dia yg selalu ada buat aku kapanpun aku butuhkan.
Aku suka cara dia berpikir.
Aku suka caranya dia memperlakukan orang lain di sekitarnya.
Aku mengagumi dirinya. Aku sangat mencintainya. :)

Aku ingin :

Aku ingin dia disni bersamaku.
Aku ingin dia sekarang memelukku.
Aku ingin dia menciumku.
Aku ingin dia mengejar mimpinya lagi.
Aku ingin dia yang jadi suamiku.
Aku ingin dia yang jadi cinta terakhirku.
Aku ingin kamu.
Aku ingin Tuhan menjodohkan kamu buat aku.
Aku ingin selamanya sama kamu.

I really love you my dear, love you so much. Please stay with me for whatever happen, for how hard it is to be. Please stay with me, forever :)

130609 - till end.

:)

I don't know what to say. I just want to say, I'm happy really happy have you again by my side. OH GOD I'M SO IN LOVE EVERYDAY with you my love. Hope it could be last forever...

 

Always 130609 <3

Telah berakhir, jangan kau tanya lagi.

Aku teringat saat kita sering bertengkar dan tak pernah sepaham.

Aku teringat aku sering menangis terisak karenanya.

Seharusnya aku sudah tau, kalau saat itu jalan hidup kita sudah berbeda.

Kita sudah berada di rel yang berbeda.

Hanya saja rasa cintaku padamu selalu berada di urutan yang pertama.

Membutakan apa saja yang melintas di depannya.

Aku tidak pernah mengerti apa yang engkau katakan.

Karena sejujurnya kata perpisahan adalah yang paling aku takutkan.

Selalu mengelak kenyataan.

Hingga akhirnya membuatmu berkata yang tidak ingin aku dengar.

Banyak kata yang tak terucap.

Menuntutmu berbuat yang tepat.

Tapi sayang mulut ini kelu untuk berucap, karena cinta menahannya.

Membiarkannya hingga jadi abu.

Hingga akhirnya semua terlambat.

Dan aku pun terbuang dengan perlahan.

Kamu berbicara seakan semua itu realita.

Kau membuat realita untukku.

Kau bangun dunia baru untukku.

Kau tinggalkan aku disitu.

Aku tak marah, aku masih tetap mencintaimu.

Hingga kemarin.

Hingga kemarin aku tau.

Walau tak sepenuhnya tau.

Aku tak peduli ini permainanmu atau ini memang realita.

Tapi bagiku cukup sudah.

Aku membuatmu menjadi masa laluku.

Itu pilihanku, dan seharusnya aku tau itu.

Dan seharusnya aku mensegerakan untuk merelakanmu.

Aku rela sudah, silahkan kau pergi bersama orang yang bisa kau bahagiakan.

Seperti permintaanku dulu.

Aku bukan seperti orang yang kau pikirkan.

Dan sekali lagi

banyak orang yang merasa tau tentang hidup orang lain, padahal tidak

Aku tau hidupku, 

dan aku tau hidupku sudah banyak andil tanganmu.

Lepaskan tanganmu.

Aku telah pergi, kau pun telah pergi.

Jika kamu membenciku dan itu membuatmu bahagia.

Aku tidak apa - apa.

Sungguh.

Asal tidak ada hinaan diantara kita. Karena ku tak pernah menghinamu.

Engkau masa lalu ku, tapi engkau pendewasaanku.

A little box of hopes.

Mau makan waffles and orange juice yang kayak di gossip girl
mau makan ayam kfc sama salad sama jagung kayak di film little miss sunshine
mau nonton konser poema di albuquerque
mau nonton konser paramore, all time low, poema
mau belajar gitar dan nyanyi fell in love without younya motion city soundtrack atau therapy nya all time low
mau ke praha saat kabut
mau jalan jalan ke paris sama siapa aja
mau sekolah di belanda di Leiden
mau belanja di manhattan sama sahabat tercinta
mau kamera lomo sama polaroid
mau gak minus lagi
mau nonton barcelona di Camp Nou
mau nonton arsenal, manchester united dan manchester city
mau peluk Gerrard Pique sambil poto bareng
mau poto sama seluruh team spanyol yang maen di piala dunia 2010

udah ah. mau aja boleh kan?

mau gak blogspot dulu, karena lagi asyik tumblr :D

I never told you.

I must confess. I really miss you now. I miss you everyday. I don't know when we will meet again. But I miss you all the time. You are the man that I always love, always have always will. I love the way you talk, the way you think, the way you told me something, the way you laugh, the way you sing, the way you tell a joke for me. I hate how I broke up with you. I was incredibly stupid, knowing that you were the one for me. I hate knowing that you and I had something, that I will never ever be able to forget. You were the sweetest man I ever had, you are so cute sometimes, and I confess that you are so handsome. I know, I can't see what you did to me. I can't see everything you did to me. Because I only see that you hates me because I can't be good enough for you. I can't mature enough for you. That's all my fault. But you have to know, that I do everything to be good enough, and be mature enough for you. I love you. I always try to be perfect in front of you. That's why I always silent in a phone, because I scared of you. I scared of what you will think of me. I'm scared of losing you. Yes you are right, I can't be my self in front of you. because I'm scared, I just want to be perfect. But you don't like it. I wanna be my self. But I'm bad person. I'm sorry. What I'm supposed to do? I just need you to accept me as I am. And forget my mistakes, cause if you forget and forgive, we will be better again. I promise. But you never did. You still seeing me wrong.
And All you have to do is make me become your life. You never make me your number one priority, because you have to much to think and care, and me? where is me in your heart? you make me suffer and i can't stand of it..I need your love, like you need my love.  All that I need is we together build our life. No matter what happens, we build it together. Forget our differences, and start build it. But, I think you too scared build a life with me. Too scared of your family, my family, our future. And It will never happens, you never start to build a life.
Now, things are change, but My feeling is still the same for you. I can't move on.. But someday I will move on. I have to move on, for a better life. It can be Move on to you or somebody else. Like you said, soulmate never go anywhere if it is destiny. 
If I'm your destiny, we have to build our life together...
If it is not...
I hope you are happy... and I'm Happy.. even we are not together...
From Juny last year until I wrote this, I still love you...
I'm sorry, I hope we can make it right someday, or I hope our life become much better.




I'm done.